Monday, April 13, 2009

Anak Aku Demam

Gambar terbaru anak aku.. skang nih dia demam.. nak tumbuh gigi.. pastu dah boleh berdiri sendiri.. dan dapat laa dua tiga langkah dia jalan sebelum terduduk semula..

Cubaan Memasukkan Telinga Ke dalam Mulut.

Hahahaha... Geli geleman telinga aku..

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Dilema Melayu

Tulisan Munshi Abdullah; Dilema Melayu (in english)

When I had finished the first volume of this book, for some time I gave myself up to thought because I felt that the period of my lifetime had witnessed so many wonderful changes and new things which our grand-parents had never seen. Such events provided me with much food for meditation. I viewed with particular disfavour the lives led by the Malays and the circumstances of those with whom I had been acquainted. I had observed their conduct, behaviour and habits from my youth up to, the present time and had found that, as time went on, so far from becoming more intelligent they became more and more stupid. I considered the matter carefully in my mind and came to the conclusion that there were several reasons for this state of affairs, but that the main one was the inhumanity and the repressive tyranny of the Malay rulers, especially towards their own subjects. The point had been reached at which their hearts had become like soil which no longer receives its nourishments, and wherein therefore nothing at all can grow. Industry, intelligence and learning cannot flourish among them and they are simply like trees in the jungle falling which ever way the wind blows. I noticed that they were always railed by men of other races, small fry whose only value is to provide foor for the big fry.

I have mentioned the injustices of the rajas because it is always the customs of the Malay ruler to despise his subjects, as though he thought oh them as animals. Whenever a common man meets his ruler he is obliged to squat on the ground in the mud and filth. If the ruler desires the daughters or chattels of ordinary folk he just seizes them, with no sort of fear of Allah and without sparing a thought for the poor people. The laws and punishments which lie imposes on his subjects depend solely on his own private whim. Those who find favour with him he treats kindly, and the wicked behaviour of his own kith and kin at the expense of the common people he condones and hides. He keeps hundred of debt slaves, men who have brought ruin to the common folk, murdering people with no more compunction than killing an ant. The rulers make no attempt to protect their subjects, only themselves.

All this had happen because of the people have been lacking in education. They may wish to acquire knowledge but they do not possess the right tools, so the results look clumsy in the eyes of men. And any efforts they make serves only to compromise their reputation because it invites the spiteful attentions, of other people.

Another factor is the inability of the Malay rulers to look after their children when young. They allow them to do anything they like, give in to their every wish, and pay no attention to instructing them in the humanities. All they do is to find small girls as playmates for their children when they are yound and as their mistresses when they are older. They give then a keris, and the people of the country stand wholesome respect and awe of the ruler's children, not daring to refuse them anything. Fathers compete with their children in gambling and cock-fighting, giving them money if they require it. If the father smokes opium so does his child, and the older the child grows the more scandalous does his behaviour become. Then only does the father wish to stop him because of the hateful things which people are saying about him. But so far from his own father being able to stop him not even ten of his elders and betters can make any impression on the child. Then at last is the country with its people consumed in the fire of such wickedness. As the Malay proverb says: "If the bamboo shoot be not cut when it is young, when is the good of it when it is large and tough?" and also "A small fire is our-friend, a large one our foe."

Many are the places and lands which have been destroyed by the depredations of the young scions of the rulling house, which rapacious hands can no longer be tolerated by the people. Other races, the English, the Indians, the Arabs or the Chinese, do not conduct themselves or behave in the manner I have described. Only the Malays. Along all these other races the ruler's children are expected to be well educated and very intelligent. Their parents compel them to study under treat of punishment, and to avoid contamination with evil things and any form, so their good example may be emulated by their subjects who look to them for guidance. I am indeed amazed. If our rulers themselves are ignorant and uneducated how can they rule their people and administer their countries? And if they are wicked how can they expect to make their people good? If the Malay ruler do not keep their own children under control but allow them to prey upon the common people, how can they themselves exercise their authority over the people? The wicked children of the rulers are like wild tigers who after the death of their fathers will despoil the servants of Allah. As I understand it the object of a fence is to prevent animals from entering and destroying the garden. But if the fence itself proceeds to destroy the garden what will be it final state? Allah has created rulers that they may cherish mankind. He has ordered them to do good and forbidden them to do evil. If they or their childred oppress and harm the people what will become of them in the end? Will not they, their contries and their peoples alikes, face ruin and disaster?

As it is, under Malay rule ordinary folk cannot lift up their heads and enjoy themselves, and dare not to show any originality for it is forbidden by the ruler. Wishing possibility to build themselves finely decorated the houses of stone, they are afraid to do so. They are afraid to wear fine clothing, shoe and umbrellas in case these are taboo. They are afraid even to keep fine clothing in their houses because it is said that such things are the prequisites only to royalty. Rich men especially live in perpetual fear and are fortunate if their only losses are their belongings. For indeed their very lives are in danger. Means are found whereby such men may be penalised and mulcted of their belongings. If a man is reluctant to lend any of his most cherish possessions, it is accounted as serious offence. And once he has given them up they are lost forever. He will never see them again. A beautiful young girl in his house is like a raging poison, for it is quite certain that the ruler will take her as one of his wives with or without her guardian's permission. This practice more than any other arouses the hatred of the servants of Allah. I heard of one courageous man who refused to part with his daughter. The ruler ordered him to be murdered on some pretext, and then took the child away. All such acts as these are forbidden by Allah and His Prophet and incur the censure of mankind throughout the world. There is only one being who looks with favour upon them; the Devil, the enemy of Allah, who, in company will all his followers will be consumed in the eternal flames of hell.

Another failing commonly found among the Malays is their inability to changes or modernise their ideas or to produce anything new. They utterly refuse to abandon supersitions of the past. It is not their religion which compels them to stick to valueless customs, which make them more and more stupid and ridiculous in the eyes of other racers. It would be no crime to give up these ignorant practices which bring them no gain, and which only their innate conservatism compels them to retain on the grounds that they have inherited them from their forefathers. If it is our duty to follow the customs of our ancestors, then will it not equally be the duty of our descendants to follow ours? And would you yourself claim to be perfect; just in all your actions and an expert in all branches of knowledge and learning? I cannot believe for a moment that You would dare to claim this. And if you say to me "Let me always remain in my present way if life" I would reply "Have you ever heard about the ancient history of the English, about a time when they were ten times more ignorant than you are at this moment. They wore animal skins, lived in mud huts, daubed their arms and legs with blue paint, walked about with dishevelled hair, made human offices to their heathen gods, and indulged in all sorts of other barbarous practices. But as time went on their children substituted new customs for these superstitions, until they progressed to the state in which you find them today, I know not whether by accident or design. See for yourself the civilisation of the English today. Are they clever or ignorant?
If you say that your present customes are good ones and do not need to be changed, then the English should return to painting their limbs blue and to discarding their present forms of clothing in favour of animal skins. They should smash up their houses and live again in mud huts. They should abolish steam- power and return to dugouts and canoes, throw away their compasses and limit their journeys by water to the shallows and rivers. Do you really wish to retain your your ignorant practices as a heritage for your descendants until the end of time? Do you really believe that conditions in which you live at present are a fitting inheritance for your children, a way of life worth their while to follow? I do not for a moment believe that you really maintain this, for you yourself realise your own shortcomings. But what are you going to do? For you persist in following the customs, however bad, of your ancestors. It is your fond hope, I know, that come what may your children will be wise and rich and good. But if now you sow in them the seed of ignorance and sloth, how can they become wise and industrious? For as a man sows so shall he reap. If the seed is good the plant will be good; but if bad, bad.

Man has been created by Allah as a sentient being, capable of thinking, of using his intelligence and moral judgement. Is it not fitting that we should make use of these faculties? We should exercise our powers of discrimination, holding on to the things which profits us and shunning those which bring evil. But such ideas are sadly lacking in the mentality of the Malays, who do not use their minds but are content to pursue the pleasures of the moment and to copy forever the customs of their ancestors, If we ask them "Why is that you live in such dreadful ignorance, and why do you refuse to learn wisdom and how to use your intelligence?", they will reply "What can we do? We are poor people and this is how we have live." But their poverty of mind is the result of their lack of education, which is itself due to their unwillingness to learn. There are many factors which prevent them from studying and working hard. First, their elder never did so in the past and they themselves are therefore reluctant to start. Second, their rulers and officials and other people of high rank never do so, so neither do they. Third, they are ashamed to be the first among many to start a new fashion. That is why everyone persists in doing what his neighbour does, without using his own common sense. The longer they do this the worse their position becomes. So far from advancing they slip backwards, and their minds, instead of becoming keener, grow duller and duller. Their wits, having no whetstone on which to be sharpened, are devoured by rust until they are quite useless for any purpose whatever. Finally they become like a piece of land trodden under foot by mankind in its march along the path of progress.

Great is my astonishment to see the conditions under which the Malay people live. They do things which no other race in the world would ever do. Has any other race in the world so far forgotten its own language as to have no place at all where that language is taught? Only the Malay, I noticed, take no interest in their own language. Because their forefathers did not study Malay, they dare not start now. Amazing indeed! For every day they speak Malay in all their dealings with each other they use Malay, letters sent from one country to another are written in Malay. But they do not wish to learn the language itself. I doubt whether one man in a hundred understand the language, and even if there are as many it is not by dint of diligent study but by slavishly copying other people's ways. If anyone questions them about the use of a certain word, its origin, or why it is employed in a particular place, they are speechless with surprise for they have never had a teacher, being content merely to imitate others. Is it right that hundreds, nay thousands of men should grow up not knowing how to read or write or do simple sums? It makes them look ridiculous in the eyes of other races who cheat them over measurements and weights and computations, and in general wherever writing is involved.

Other races of this world have become civilised and powerful because of their ability, to read and write and understand their own language, which they value highly; for instance the Arabs, the English, the Chinese and the Indians. All these people pay close attention to their own language, whose vocabulary and richness of expression is thereby increased as time goes on. Truly it is language which civilises man and improves his knowledge and understanding, directing all his energies and raising the level of his own culture besides importing it to others. By means of language alone can the secrets of human mind be revealed. A great nation necessarily has a fine language, in which all matters pertaining to the world and the next can be given expression. Such a nation has words to describe activities and to evoke any kind of concept, it can regulate its life through the medium of language, affording an opportunity for men to gain untold wealth, honour and power. And such a language is of the greatest benefit to them in this world and the next. Is it not worth your while to pay some attention to it? If you could have asked the Malays of old times, "Are you sufficiently educated now, and would you be glad to see your children to grow up in the way I have described", they would, I feel sure reply "No." And they would be very sorry that they taken no interest in matters of such importance and benefit to them.

Is it wrong for children of the present generation to study branches of knowledge which were quite unknown to their forefathers? On the contrary, the sudden lapse of the descendants of wise and learned people, of good character, into ignorance and sin - that, I consider, is what is really wrong and discreditable. A young tiger that turns into a kitten deserves our scourn, but the kitten which becomes a tiger is admired and receives the acclamation of all, and lucky indeed are those who enjoy, such good fortune. But I find everyone behaving as if he were entirely contented with his lot in life and disinclined to improve it by any kind of education. His attitude of mind is that of the frog beneath the coconut shell who thinks that the shell is the sky. It is a most serious misapprehension, for the Malay themselves do realise their own shortcomings and ignorance. But because they are afraid to tamper with the customs of their fathers they continue to waste their time in idleness. With their own eyes they have seen many new and wonderful ideas, the works of men which are a source of amazement as well as of profit and advantage to us all, and yet they are unwilling to benefit by them.

If indeed they are aware how dull-witted and lacking in education they are, what should be the most suitable time for them to make a change for the better? Surely while they are still young? For this is the time when their minds can be trained and developed. A tree whose branches grow and multiply when it is young, spreading out far from the trunk, will likely bear much fruit when it is fully grown. Human beings are like that tree. People who receive any kind of education when they are young will assuredly reap the benefit when they are older. Yet I notice that the people I have mentioned display not the slightest anxiety for their children, letting them do exactly as they fancy. They indulge in petty mischief and cover themselves with mud playing up and down the lanes. In my opinion the children cannot be blamed, for they see and copy the example set by their parents. The parents know how to bear children but not how to educate them, and their final stage is like the tree with poisoned branches, anyone partaking of its fruit becoming ills and afterwards regretting his action. I have given only brief account of these matters. But it is my greatest hope that these people will take to heart the advice I have offered them.


Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Aku di Cafe Al-Ansar

Hehehehe.. amacam hensem tak aku botak.. Aku gembira dengan keadaan aku sekarang.. Tahun nih aku nak lebih kearah kerohanian.. Tu yang aku dapat cari malam tadi.. Kepada sahabat-sahabat yang lama tidak berjumpa dan bertanya khabar.. Maaf dan Ampun dipinta atas kesibukan dunia ini.. InsyaALLAH kita akan bertemu satu masa kelak.. Amin


Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Agak Panas Johor Bahru


Kebelakangan nih, cuaca kat JB agak panas jugak. Aku tengok ramalan cuaca, tiada hujan dijangkakan sampai esok. Suhu pulak min 24 maks 31. Hari khamis, InsyaALLAH hujan akan turun petang hari. Tu ramalan kaji cuaca jek lah kan. ALLAH punya kuasa.

Atas kesedaran sebab cuaca panas nih, aku dah buat langkah drastik... nak tau apa mendanya, tengok laa gambar nih..

Gambar nih aku amik malam nih, hari selasa 10/02/09, kat kedai mamak. Guna webcam laptop jeklah. Masa Jumaat lepas, aku cukur sampai licin rambut yang tak hingin tumbuh sangat kat kepala nih. Pastu anakandaku pun kena botakkan jugak. Cuma takla licin macam aku nih. Nanti aku bubuh gambar dia kat dalam sini.

Aku ada dengar citer laa,, tak ingat sapa yang cakap,, kat mana kejadian pon aku lupa. Orang tu cakap, kalau kita kurang amalan nya, memang agak panas badan kita nih terasa. Ntah la betul ke idak, sebab takda lagi aku jumpa dalam mana2 hadis ke firman ke kan.. Sesapa yang ada info harap dapat sebar-sebarkanlah. Aku nih tukang dengor jek.

Waima pon, sabar2 lah sesapa penduduk JB nih ngan kepanasan yang sedia ada sekarang. Dulu masa keja kat ekon tak syukur, haa padan muka aku. Skang nih yang ada ekon keta jek. Tu pon tak la sesejuk mana. Cukup2 tahan jeklah.

Oklah nanti aku menulis lagi. Masih tiada kelapangan sangat nak menulis skang nih. Ni pon aku keluar lepak kat mamak sebab ada benda aku nak kena emel kat orang. Pasnih balik tido lagi best kan. Har Har Har.....


Monday, February 2, 2009

Gambar Ammar Lagi

Sunday, February 1, 2009



Start dari cuti raya cina hari tu, sampai la sabtu lepas nih. Aku punya lah sibuk, kira tahap langit dah. Tiap2 hari aku sampai rumah pukul 2 @ 3 pagi. Pastu pepagi nak kena bangun hantar anak pi nursery ngan hantar bini pi kerja. Adehh.. kaki tangan semua dah sengal2. Tapi sempat jugak mesra2 ngan anak. Ngan bini lain cerita la kan.

Ammar skang nih dah makin ganas. Kalau tido dah tak atas katil lagi. Skang nih reramai tido depan tv. Tu pun baru nak lelap kaki dia dah kat muka. Kekadang tu dia bergolek sampai bawah rak tv. Ada sekali tu, letak kejap kat ruang tamu. Aku pi dapur amik air, tengok Ammar dah ilang. Rupanya ada kat bawah coffee table. Cari mainan dia. Gelabah jugak aku kejap. Hehh

Skang nih pon ammar dah 7 bulan. Berat dah dekat 8kg. Aku sendiri tak larat nak dukung lelama. Macam nak patah 3 pinggang aku kalau dukung dia time pi giant. Untuk sesapa yang nak tengok gambar terbaru ammar, silalah tatap.

(Gambar masa pi t'ganu baru2 nih)

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Selamat Hari-hari

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Dah lama tak tulis blog nih.. kerja yang keterlaluan sibuknya.. tambah lagi dengan jawatan yang baru dapat nih.. aku pening kepala kadang-kadang mikirkan kehidupan yang sibuk jek.. ntah bila la dapat berehat cuti2 malaysia..

Dikesempatan ini, aku nak ucapkan selamat menyambut Muharram 1430H yang baru lepas nih.. kepada member2 sempat tak baca doa akhir & awal tahun arituh.. emm selamat pulang kepada saudara2 yang mengerjakan haji.. semoga mendapat haji yang mabrur..

Dan kepada sesiapa jua yang membaca blog nih.. ampun dan maaf dipinta seandainya tulisan aku nih ada menyinggung perasaan atau tercalar hati.. bukan sengaja berbuat begitu.. mungkin aku nih kurang sensitif menulis..

Sekian, wassalam.